Breathing my Mind into Your Face

Are all alcoholics naturally damaged, depressed people that use because life seems pointless? Maybe I just got fucked up along the way and something happened to make life frustrating and worth drowning out. I want to love myself.

I’ve always been a contrarian. I always poke holes in any group or system. I want to accept this program and be part of the group. There is something bigger than me. Does this program count? My son is like me. I’m worried he’ll be an addict. How can I prevent that? Maybe if I come out of this okay I can be honest with him when he’s older about all I’ve gone through. He’s not destined to repeat my mistakes and there is a better way.