I’ve showered, changed, and walked around the hall to see what they have. As far as books, not much. I was reading a book about a kid who dies from cancer at age 19, called “19”. His dad wrote it and highlights lessons for a good life. A bit too academic and religious for me. I found another book on the shelf by the dude that wrote Bridges of Madison County. Everything else was about god. One of the guys gave me a relapse prevention plan workbook and told me to fill it in. I did as told, but stalled out around the goals section. Goals I can only achieve through sobriety. Not sure yet.
I’m drinking tea because I decided as long as the new me is coming I might as well make him caffeine free. I don’t feel much of the alcohol withdrawals now that I’m two days removed. I’m sure the atavan and librium helped. Keep an open mind. There is still time to live a life I can be proud of.
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