Dad always stressed the importance of honesty then he lied all the time. He’d say, “Do as I say not as I do.” I’m the same way. I pride myself on my candidness then lie out of insecurity. I lie to myself, but mostly to others. I have to speak truth and work on bettering myself. I believe that AA is the best way. I can be honest because it’s anonymous and they’re like me.
When we talk about the serenity to accept the things we cannot change, how do we know what we can and can’t change? I feel like I’ve got the courage, but I sure as shit don’t have the wisdom to know the difference. I still think I can change most things. For instance, helping to fix the broken vitals / meds process, getting more phone time, or improving the dietary options. I feel like I can help change that.
DO THE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU!! FAIL AND BE OKAY WITH IT. MAKE THEM FUCKING KILL YOU BEFORE YOU STOP.
Breathing my Mind into Your Face 
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