Breathing my Mind into Your Face

What up Thursday?!?! I hope you’re ready to get owned.

Last time I wrote I was talking about that cancerous polyp in my rectum. I had a CT scan that confirmed there was no spreading and I’m cancer free. I go back for another CT in five months because there were a couple small liver cysts that are common but they want to see if they grow from now till then. Pretty freaky to think that health insurance didn’t start covering colonoscopy’s for 45 year olds until May 2021. Before that I’d have waited till I was 50. If I had been born a few years earlier I’d be dying much younger than expected. I’ve still got me some life left as of today. So what shall I do with this blessing? My son H is standing next to me saying, “How about you play with your son?”. Tempting. Although I am pretty selfish and I didn’t have that in my agenda for owning Thursday. He’s right though. I’m going to go play with him. 

Okay, I made both boys pancakes with strawberries and whipped cream. Now H wants to go outside and ride bikes with James before the school bus gets here so I guess I’m out as a play partner. I could ride with them but I’m going to hop on this 7-8 AA meeting. Then I’ll work out, shower and do my work job. My issue with owning days has always been a meandering mind. I go from wanting to crush the job that pays me, to writing a memoir, to becoming a dad rapper, to starting a travel agency, an automotive research site, cultivating land, buying chickens, planting an apple tree all in one evening as I struggle to sleep. Jack of all trades doer of none.