I had this vivid dream just now. I lived next to Jay Z and Beyonce. I was on the deck about to spark up a joint but then I saw Blue Ivy standing on her balcony looking at me with disappointment in her eyes. However, in the next frame of the dream I was convincing…

I’m so thankful to have my wife in my life as my person to be with forever. I’m proud of myself for having the courage to be here at rehab but know I wouldn’t have come without her doing the legwork and setting it up. She made the calls and did the research. She researched…

I’m an egomaniac with an inferiority complex. I’ve been up since 4:30am. Hammies are killing me from restorative yoga yesterday. I’m anxious to call my wife to see how the ER went last night. H was having a scan to see if he got a concussion from his fall from a tree the other day.…

I think AA is right for me. These are all people that can’t drink just like me. It’s a chance to help people and allow someone to help me. I have to create boundaries with my wife about what makes me uncomfortable. I have to set aside time to meet with people like me so…