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Mood Regulation
No meditation today. No service work. No reading. I did walk two miles, so that sort of counts as a workout. I’m writing now. I haven’t enjoyed it. Fuck.
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Herky Jerky
I’m sitting down at the desk in my home office and I’m nervous. I don’t want to do it. I don’t want to make the calls or deal with my boss. I want to journal before the drudgery begins to unburden myself from the little things that keep popping up in my mind to keep…
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Shut-In
If I shower then that guarantees I won’t do any physical activity later as I’d hate to risk having to take two showers in a day.
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Convulsions
After Taco Bell, I sorted the mail, setting aside my psilocybin microdoses for the month and my Stasis day/night pills that supposedly normalize me via natural ingredients in the face of my daily Adderall intake.
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Re-Say your Monday
I woke up at 8:25, 25 minutes later than I’d hoped. I went to bed just after 1am. My younger kid was still at home, but my older one made it to the bus stop ahead of his first day back after being out for a week with the flu. Mom would take the youngin…
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Naturally Nervous
I want to get to an Adderall free and cannabis lite future in which I microdose psilocybin capsules.