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10/9/22 Day 4
Are all alcoholics naturally damaged, depressed people that use because life seems pointless? Maybe I just got fucked up along the way and something happened to make life frustrating and worth drowning out. I want to love myself. I’ve always been a contrarian. I always poke holes in any group or system. I want to…
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Day 3 – Being Good Feels Good
I think AA is right for me. These are all people that can’t drink just like me. It’s a chance to help people and allow someone to help me. I have to create boundaries with my wife about what makes me uncomfortable. I have to set aside time to meet with people like me so…
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2nd Day Sober
I’ve showered, changed, and walked around the hall to see what they have. As far as books, not much. I was reading a book about a kid who dies from cancer at age 19, called “19”. His dad wrote it and highlights lessons for a good life. A bit too academic and religious for me.…
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Day 1 at Rehab
I’m lying in my detox bed. I’m mad at myself for being here, again, after 24 years. I’m nervous for the future. I hope I don’t get fired. I hope I can be happy. I hope I don’t drink anymore. I’m glad I don’t mind being embarrassed, otherwise I wouldn’t have come. Then what? DUI…
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