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12/16/2022 Last Friday Night
I made an ass out of myself by falling down in the streets and hitting my face against whatever signage they had sticking out of the sidewalk
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12/9/2022 Damn You Negativity!
I’m getting sad yet i want to be off my antidepressant.
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12/7/2022: If I get what I want am I selfish?
Once I came at a girl I liked with that nervous guy weak shit they sent me straight to the friend zone.
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11/19/2022 Happiness Guide
Little zitty no pubes will always be a part of me.
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11/8/2022: Motivation
Close your eyes and let the rhythm of your mind flow. Find your breath. Ignore your heartburn. I slept in the guest room last night and read Untamed. There is a blood moon lunar eclipse right now that is being partially hidden by some clouds. I’m living. I’m me. I’m off drugs and alcohol. Life…
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10/22/2022 Saturday Night
He’s a fellow rehab grad that said he was going to kill himself on the group chat
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10/21/2022 3AM Sleep Stoppage
Damnit, here I am again in the middle of the night. I’ve obviously got a bad case of the stinky thinky’s since I spent the last fifteen minutes convincing myself I was superman and four and a half hours of sleep a night would suffice for me for the rest of my life. Especially since…
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10/20/2022 Evening Reflection
I really hate doing this at 12:45 AM. I should be sleeping soundly in that cloud of a bed upstairs. I took my prescribed trazedone and adderax at bedtime, yet here i sit in the office with a mind on overdrive. That first step is on my mind. After introducing myself to the AA Zoom squad yesterday, I’m…
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10/16/2022 D-Day
Remember that drugs and alcohol are poisons that invade and harm my body and also take over my middle brain. Make recovery the top priority. This will prevent me from all the negative consequences that drinking and weed have caused in my life. Trust yourself and you will be able to trust others. Use at…
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10/15/2022 2:45AM Saturday
“It’s 2:45 in the morning, and I’m putting myself on warning.” – Elliott Smith. I can’t stop thinking about the disagreement / difficult conversation my wife and I had yesterday between 8:30-9pm. She feels like she’s not getting the support she needs and she is having a tough time dealing with the fact that we…
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