Can you stand being present long enough to live? Your life unfurls in front of you like you’re a passenger. I often want to shut off my mind and escape.I want to be present. I want to live without fear. I want to speak. I want my voice heard. I want confidence. I want people to listen. I want to follow through with my commitments. I want to be closer to my family. I want to love. I want to show my love. I want to be happy. I want to exude joy and kindness. I don’t want to be mean. I want to be good. I just want to live without fear. I’m right here but I’m alone and alll i can do is listen to my breath and cry. I can’t control anything. It’s okay. It’s okay to cry. It’s okay to need people. You can be weak. . I’m just here with myself and it’s not what I want. I’m alone all the time. I want people to leave me alone? No the fuck I don’t. Stop. Start helping. Find your purpose. Engage with life. It’s all day every day and that’s okay. Show your kids and your wife and yourself. Never let the fear win.
Stop judging yourself and others. Your happiness is defined by what you do. So do.
I can’t quit my mind. I want to. I want to change everything about who I am? No i don’t. Love you.express your desires and frustrations. Show the love. Be present. Be with people.
Just stop holding it in all the time. The people that love you are all around. Please have the courage to let them in. Please before it’s too late and you’re alone forever and miserable until you die. Please let them in. Please. Please tell them.
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