Breathing my Mind into Your Face

I am becoming a better person every day, I have a lot to say. I stopped drinking and drugging. I’m focused more on hugging. I help you, you help me.

March 10, 2025

Re-Say your Monday

I woke up at 8:25, 25 minutes later than I’d hoped. I went to bed just after 1am. My younger kid was still at home, but my older one made it to the bus stop ahead of his first day back after being out for a week with the flu. Mom would take the youngin…

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blog, fiction, life, mental-health, motivation, parenting, Recovery, writing
October 23, 2024

Naturally Nervous

I want to get to an Adderall free and cannabis lite future in which I microdose psilocybin capsules.

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adderall, addiction, adhd, health, marriage, mental-health, parenting, Recovery, sobriety, therapy, writing
December 5, 2023

Lost Battle of Will

I have to blame myself, after all, it’s me I hate.

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addiction, aggravation, blog, cannabis, depression, genz, human-behavior, mentalhealth, sobriety, therapy
October 25, 2023

The Doldrums

I’m pretty sure I’m unhappy. But I also want to stop taking Lexipro. I want to strip away the substances and get down to my core equilibrium. Then I can find out how I’m really doing. My moments of happiness have become few and far between. A time of happiness is something I define by…

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AA, depression, divorce, fatherhood, happiness, magicmushrooms, marriage, parenting, psilocybin, Recovery
October 23, 2023

Worrying as Fantasy

Oh my my. I sit and think about the big things like world peace, fighting in Israel and Gaza, and Ukraine. I worry about a world war upending life as I’ve known it. I worry what it will do to my stock portfolio. That money could disappear if the stock market is deemed corrupt and…

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October 18, 2023

Kelsey Instagrammar

Hey dilf, do you like my big perky twenty year old titties?

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ai, artificial intelligence, goals, influencer, instagram, motivation, social media
October 15, 2023

Privileged Dreams

I successfully left reality behind but I didn’t enjoy stuffing myself with shit. The genitalia was cool, but I didn’t enjoy the extra three pounds the next morning nor the headache.

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AA, addiction, alcohol, motivation, Recovery, rehab, self-help, sobriety
September 29, 2023

Stuart Smalley

I have always escaped my reality with drugs and alcohol because I don’t have the confidence and courage to fight for what I want in life. How do I gain confidence in who I am? How can I feel like I’m enough? How do I keep pushing when I fail? I have to learn how to…

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AA, addiction, alcohol, motivation, Recovery, self-help, serenity, sobriety
September 19, 2023

Day to Day

I do and I do and I do all day It’s never enough I just want to run away Tomorrow might be better So I decide to stay

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motivation, poetry
August 30, 2023

Me the Hypocrite

Sweet mother of christ, I sure do piss a lot during the night. I got up to pee four times last night. Full loads each time. Then I’d read Pachinko for a while before falling back asleep. I’ve been reading a lot of books lately that follow multiple generations of a family. In each one…

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AA, addiction, alcohol, blog, dadblog, diary, journal, motivation, Recovery, serenity, sobriety